10 things that make me unique

1. i can't still to this day ride a bike.

2.being alone doesnt scare me, more often than not i welcome it, but that action in itself is where my fear lays.

3. My dreams before i can remember, tell me the future.

4. I can read body language

5. I remember random things about my past, sometimes a smell or colour triggers off those memories. Sometimes my memories don't seem like their from this lifetime, but they are very real memories.

6. I believe i was born in the wrong era.

7. Emotions are easy for me to feel, they encapsulate my every sense of being more often than not, in yet my ability to express and reveal the way i feel is crippled

8. I'm a Hopeless Romantic

9. im writing a novel

10. i don't have an inbetween. im either really happy and content or im so consumed with anger or sadness i scare even myself.

One day I will marry my soulmate, we will live in our quirky apartment on the outskirts of the city, I will make him construct bookshelves and place the all around the walls, we will watch american baseball on television and he will not laugh at me when I get excited about a homerun. I will wake in the morning and go for a run down around teh harbour and will return to him awake and cooking breakfast. He will be assigned chef as I have no skills in the area of cooking, but he will love it, I will get him a chef hat and apron too. he will dsipose of any spiders, creepy crawlies or bugs in the apartment as I am petrified of all things that scatter and have small legs. We will lie on our comfy lounge and watch forrest gump and other favourites, we weill have fish and a little puppy, who will be so cute and fluffy you will want to duck him into warm delicious beverages.

Then when the time comes we will elope to the suburbs and start our family. Noah, Indie and Kanye too. They will grow and become beautiful little people. Our house shall be surounded by pink tulips and a white picket fence.

We, my soulmate and I, will grow old together and perhaps never think of leaving each other. We will die eventually, when our skin is wrinkled and old and tells every story of our existance. And we will be happy.

This will all happen and in time, but different to how I imagine. It will be better.

So because I spam you so much, i'm sorry and i've decided to just set up one where I can vent and post the stuff I want you to see on our communal one.

LOVE YOU :)

emma x